First serial

There's me--Ender--and my friends, Tone, her/his half-brother Marty and their thin girlfriend, not girlfriend Paul wondering who is willing to do this thing, . We all met in at Tone and Marty's fathers wedding, smoked dip in the back of the hall and looked up at the sky. Tone's dad adopted him, and Marty liked girls, Paul's name is Lady, but her fathers name is Tony Paul, he's probably not named that, but he's a fucking thug and an Indian from the west side, She wants to buy a gun and commit suicide, she's out of her mind. I consider myself, sans the influence of this dangerous and addictive substance, a model of mental health, but I like excitement. My mother is a shrink, the abnormal kind, and has done more drugs that I ever want to. We decided last summer to be psychonauts, like my mother was when she was in her 20's the journals she had, Tone is obsessed with them, he worships my mother. This, I think makes me jealous, which is why I lead her him on so much. I am disgusted by shim to be honest, I am disgusted by all of them. Paul, she used to go with Tone, who is for a girl fucking knockout, thin with enormous tits and a tight body, but totally into boys. Marty picked up the slack after Tone became herself, I think she just settled, which pretty pathetic considering we're 14.